The Horror and the Shame: Joseph Conrad’s Twin Studies of Collapse

I’ve been working on this for a while. Not the writing, not exactly, though the words have been circling my notebooks and margins for months, but the thinking. These two books by Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness and Lord Jim , have been following me like companions, sometimes silent, sometimes whispering. They are works I can’t seem to shake. I read them years ago, returned to them recently, and found that the older I get, the more they seem to know about me. Conrad wrote them back-to-back at the turn of the twentieth century, but they read like halves of the same question. Heart of Darkness looks outward, to empire and its horrors. Lord Jim turns inward, to a single man’s shame and longing for redemption. I think Conrad needed the second book because the first hadn’t finished speaking. He diagnosed the sickness of empire; then he wanted to know what that sickness did to a soul. And as I’ve sat with these works, as someone who has lived through ...